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EMBRACING MY NEW BODY

Yesterday I met with one of my bestie Winifred and all she can say was its official you've really lost weight hahaha. You know that feeling yeah when finally they all recognize the good you doing for yourself. I was super excited I felt soooooo comfortable and I said to myself Yes We did it and we still doing!! I'm at the lowest weight I've been in my teen life!!! Its amazing!! My love for the mirror keeps growing everyday:D and taking full pictures are my thing now!! I love how I can fit into all the clothes in my closet!! But sometimes I feel bad and awkward because I'm still struggling to accept the new me, my new body....that feeling of where have you been I've been waiting for you ever since I was 16.....you came too late but not that late. Finally it feels great to accept me!! Accept this body!! Accept that my new size 14 body!! And I'm ready to explore!! Feeling great!! Over confident I'm on top of the world!!! For me that's all that matters to me...

STARTING WEEK 12....DAY 85-91 AT 88.5KG (195.1LBS)

Back on the Dukan diet with a 2day mini attack phase. Yes better believe I got this, I may be anything but not a failure not giving up after coming this far. For me 88.5kg is an achievement because it hasn't been an easy road. Going back to accra next week wednesday so I guess I'll blog while in the bus on my way to Accra. My purpose is Accra is for christmas and New Year, we all know what christmas and new year means the big 'C' Celebration hahaha but whatever if I really want to do this I can do it regardless!! Keep Going!! If u fall rise up from the ground like a SKYSCRAPER!!! Keep on MOVING!!! Its all about the CLIMB!!! Keep the FAITH!! Good Luck this week to everyone!! It takes by far more courage to try than it does to succeed.

PERSISTENT BUT CONSISTENT

wheeew!!! I'm not going to portray myself as a superwoman on here and lie about things. Yes I've been binging, I've been binging for 2 straight weeks ie Week 10 and Week 11 and I'm not proud of that. I know I promised my reader some pictures but due to the deviation in my diet I couldn't post it.....guess I'll do that when I get to Accra on Wednesday. Binging helped me to get back on 94.3kg yes surprised and I felt terrible but don't really know what happened but the weight decided to come down by itself even though I was still binging and I didn't consolidate it though hmm strange!!! So I'm back in my 80's I'm 88.5kg today and I'm glad that I didn't give up!! Next week I'll be spending some time in Accra hopefully I'll stay focus on the Dukan diet!! Like I always say LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT.....MINE WILL BE GREAT

REALIZE!!!

Me about to write this remind me of Colbie Caillat song Realize!!! Neglecting this blog wasn't on purpose but I needed a minute to embrace everything I've been doing for myself through this diet and also embrace my new and ever changing body!!! I must confess it really feels good to take a step back and observe thing, it really feels good to embrace this body I have. I've been hard on myself ever since I've known myself for being this size so embracing it and feeling very comfortable in it was the first experience and a very good one for me and I really loved it. I even took a trip to accra and went to my dad's brother's funeral in my hometown which I've never done before and honestly I never imagine myself doing that. It was the first time people who haven't seen me in ages talked about my weight and I didn't even get bothered about it. My first time realising that life is not all about being perfect or having a perfect body. A new experience altoge...