Me about to write this remind me of Colbie Caillat song Realize!!! Neglecting this blog wasn't on purpose but I needed a minute to embrace everything I've been doing for myself through this diet and also embrace my new and ever changing body!!! I must confess it really feels good to take a step back and observe thing, it really feels good to embrace this body I have. I've been hard on myself ever since I've known myself for being this size so embracing it and feeling very comfortable in it was the first experience and a very good one for me and I really loved it. I even took a trip to accra and went to my dad's brother's funeral in my hometown which I've never done before and honestly I never imagine myself doing that. It was the first time people who haven't seen me in ages talked about my weight and I didn't even get bothered about it. My first time realising that life is not all about being perfect or having a perfect body. A new experience altogether. My first time of understanding why I chose to diet....its not to make people accept me but to make myself comfortable and Happy! Life is beautiful accept it
Is it possible for someone to smile whilst dying inside? I've never been a believer of this until it really happened to me. Let me brief you. It started with my friend Derrick who lost the love of his life J. Everyone who knew them was very shocked to hear about their break up because they were the "it" couple. If you weren't actually feeling what my friend was feeling, you would say he's full of drama and exaggeration. Indeed my friend had the broken heart syndrome and was suffering in silence for months. Let me fast forward....a couple of months later, I made the "stupidest" mistake that cost me the love of my life too and broke my heart into a million tiny pieces They say you don't know what you have until you lose it....true talk. I ended up saying its over to the love of my life Eric and he didn't hesitate accepting it. He really accepted it even after countless times of me begging him to come back to me; there's no way I can blame him ...
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