AFIA'S DIARY

Seems the only one who doesn't see your beauty Is the face in the mirror looking back at you You walk around here thinking you're not pretty But that's not true, cause I know you..Hold on, baby, you're losing it The water's high, you're jumping into it And letting go... and no one knows That you cry, but you don't tell anyone That you might not be the golden one And you're tied together with a smile But you're coming undone I guess it's true that love was all you wanted Cause you're giving it away like it's extra change Hoping it will end up in his pocket But he leaves you out like a penny in the rain Oh, cause it's not his price to pay Not his price to pay...

I woke up feeling terrible I mean horrible....did I say I woke up?? Naaaaa haven't slept since last night. I couldn't sleep kept tossing around and the only proper song I could listen to fit my mood was Drake's doing it wrong so you can just imagine what a horrible night it has been for me. Morning is here aint feeling any better had a lot of message wishing me happy valentine but none of them make sense to me. I'm going crazy I can't even find the words to explain my mood but all I know is I don't want to face the world tonight.....I don't even want to smile to a single soul. Yes my love life has been a failure but whatever!! Someday someone gonna love me too!! Miss Taylor Swift I love you twiny and I hope someday you'll find true love too!!!

I've never had a face you'd notice The world never took much notice of me I've never been good at conversation I was too busy tripping on my own feet I've never had grand illusions Love was always for someone else. So cry if you need to, but I can't stay to watch you That's the wrong thing to do. We live in a generation of, not being in love, and not being together

Hi 78.5KG ohhh how I missed you:'( the last time I saw my 70's was in Junior High Yep believe me so understand my emotions yeah!! 9.5kG left to go and I'm already feeling like a superwoman but the most amazing thing of all is me fitting into mum's size 12 Jeans well almost hahaha. I feel awful today don't know whether its the cycle or whatever we still moving forward. Hoping for the best this week. Good Luck to all the Dukanistas. Love you all!!! Life is beautiful....Accept It

Honestly wasn't really expecting this results trust me I was kinda expecting more LBS to drop. Well I binged yesterday thanks to my sister-in-law not proud though but had no choice. Don't really have much to say for week 15 but its really amazing, exciting and emotional for me to see my 70's. Have a few more pounds before I switch to consolidation and I'm hoping to be a winner in fight this enemy 'Obesity'. What am I saying?? I'm already a winner almost 60lbs lost aint no joke!! Like I always say Life Is How You Make It.....Mine Will Be Great!!!:D

Well Well Well!!! Almost done with my 80's the most anticipated 70's will be here soon. I'm getting so close to my true weight and I know I promised you guys some pictures and some topics to talk about its still in mind. So far everything so going as planned and I'm thankful. Hope this week will bring me sooooo much success because I'm in a hurry hahaha just kidding....one step at a time no need to rush. So let's keep fighting we all know we fight a battle and most of the people around us think we can't win but we winning with every pounds we lose. Don't give up on yourself now its too late for that Yes!!! So have a great week all Dukanians and Good Luck!!! Life Is How You Make it!!!!! Never Let The Fear Of Striking Out.....Keep You From Playing The Game!!!

The first thing I said was when I saw my weight at 80.5kg was shit shit shit hahahaha I was expecting to be in my 70's but still I'm happy making sooooooooo much progress and its awesome. I loooooooove my new body. Its funny how the people who called me fat and ugly are the same people that are calling me sexy and cute now. I must confess week 14 was awesome a little bittersweet moment in the midst but I'm still loving this experience and I'm thankful. I woke up and I feel blessed atleast I have something to be proud of and that's meeeeee!! Like I always say Life Is What You Make It.....Mine Will Be Great!!!:D

Well my title is speaking for itself I'm in that magical moment.....feeling myself feeling this body uh huh uh huh hahahahaha. I'm super excited about how things are going for me. Found 2 new super awesome friends, one helping me to get intouch with my spiritual side and the other helping me with my poetry skill side hahaha. I feel sooooo good nw. Infact I feel like a superwoman hahahaha I'm serious...well have to go now I'll give you all the juicy details on wednesday!!! Embrace your body don't make God feel guilty for creating you....You are beautiful!! Yeah You!!

Last week I found myself an amazing friend he is Gilby....hi Gilby:D even though I haven't seen him before we get along very well. With my heart break Gilby is doing the best he can to make me feel better and I appreciate that. So today on bbm he sent me this and I just want to share it with all my readers. "A heart of Gold, Precious stone made soo Bold... Crafted and Crusted outside,eyes see and hope to hold...Not to Cherish but to own,not coos its bold...but cos its Gold..." Gilby. And after that he said "‎​The GOld is the fact that people Judge you from your outside...don't know what sort'a amazing person you are....." Thanx Gilbs Love uuuuuuu mwah On the outside they look and hope to own...For what's within they sooo don't know....Worth Much more not cos its Gold but its her LOVE that sets the tone...They wanna steal your heart cos'a Gold...dwelling outside for they don't know...Spend it all alone'a toast to Boast"a've g...