The first thing I said was when I saw my weight at 80.5kg was shit shit shit hahahaha I was expecting to be in my 70's but still I'm happy making sooooooooo much progress and its awesome. I loooooooove my new body. Its funny how the people who called me fat and ugly are the same people that are calling me sexy and cute now. I must confess week 14 was awesome a little bittersweet moment in the midst but I'm still loving this experience and I'm thankful. I woke up and I feel blessed atleast I have something to be proud of and that's meeeeee!! Like I always say Life Is What You Make It.....Mine Will Be Great!!!:D
Hi guys It has been a while and I just came here to tell you that I am finally 28 yaaaay! Okay hold up I didn’t come here to simply say that. I’m sorry I left you all in the dark but I’m back. Are you still mad? Come on!!!! Okay. How have I been? I’ve been good but my mirror says otherwise. Well if we are keeping this page a judgement free zone, at this point I can genuinely say I don't have the foggiest idea. I quit thinking about how I should feel, taking the path of least resistance has been the new me. I pass by the mindset of "goodness this individual did this to me, I deserve that". If you ask me what I’m living for me now, I’ll tell you I’m living for my mother. I’ve stopped caring and thinking about myself and what I want. Presently I'm increasingly centered around what I should accomplish for my mom before I pass on, or she bites the dust. I need that woman to be proud of me and be fulfilled before I drop dead. I realize that is miserable and it makes me ...
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