Well if you've been reading closely you should know by now where I started from right?? Good if you don't remember let me take you down to memory lane....from 105.6KG to 76.7KG. The people who really understand what this means will be truly happy and very emotional for me but the bullies you know they will always be dumb. Slow Ride?? Nooo tough Ride Yes especially when you are around all these pessimist. It has been the most painful journey I've ever embarked on. Finding yourself in the process even losing yourself too to be honest....I know there are beautiful times when you fitting into all those beautiful dresses and feeling light but its not just about that. Control is important and if you lose yourself in the process you lose control and that awful feeling sets in.....that's why its so important to lose the weight for you and not for someone else!!!! We gon fight and We will win regardless!!! Keep The Faith
Hi guys It has been a while and I just came here to tell you that I am finally 28 yaaaay! Okay hold up I didn’t come here to simply say that. I’m sorry I left you all in the dark but I’m back. Are you still mad? Come on!!!! Okay. How have I been? I’ve been good but my mirror says otherwise. Well if we are keeping this page a judgement free zone, at this point I can genuinely say I don't have the foggiest idea. I quit thinking about how I should feel, taking the path of least resistance has been the new me. I pass by the mindset of "goodness this individual did this to me, I deserve that". If you ask me what I’m living for me now, I’ll tell you I’m living for my mother. I’ve stopped caring and thinking about myself and what I want. Presently I'm increasingly centered around what I should accomplish for my mom before I pass on, or she bites the dust. I need that woman to be proud of me and be fulfilled before I drop dead. I realize that is miserable and it makes me ...
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