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2015 (ROUNDING UP)

Alright so 2015 didn't go according to my expectations but I took it in good faith. Honestly I don’t remember a single happy moment in 2015. The tears and disappointments were major…..i lost myself in this year. I met some really terrible people. I was too busy trying to make the people around me feel loved and good to the point where I forgot myself.


School was always tiring and sometimes annoying but I managed to enter my second year. I lost the love of my life somewhere in February….and the rest was history. I met new friends but wait can I call them friends?. No because some of them really said despicable things about me which by the way they think I have no clue about it. 2015 I can say that you are a very mean person because you took everything away from me. Let me fast forward it to December. I asked for a Christmas miracle from God but I didn't get it and I know He knows best. I dint get a call or text from anyone wishing me a merry Christmas not even my dad.

Apart from all the gruef and pain, im really grateful for the lessons 2015 has taught me. The experiences and how to choose my friends. 


Im grateful for the life of my mother; such an amazing woman and I love her so much….oh mummy dearest you fill my soul with joy and im proud of you. 
my mummy dearest n i 

sweet mum

. Im grateful for the life of my friend derrick Agyei, who's still on mission. Derrick you have been a blessing and im thankful for all the tears, heart breaks, laughters, and songs we've shared; no oh no forgetting the sleepless nights. 


Derrick


To my friend Carlos also known as shatter, I love you and thank you for being an amazing person within this short period you've been in my life.

Carlos and i 



And to Richard Acheampong….the R&N will live forever. I love you too and thank you for everything.

the R&N team



To my course mate, my friend and name sake Augustus Akwasi Adu. I want to thank you for making me laugh so hard this year. I truly appreciate you in my life.

Augustus n i 


Not forgetting my 3 boys in school. My friends and course mates Ernest, Vaughan and Osei Hyiaman. I love you guys and thank you all for the memories.

Ernest, Vaughan & Osei



My dear Victoria Annan, sister you are a strong, amazing and a gorgeous woman. Thank you for your advice and love. You always know what to say to me to keep me going.
Victoria n i


And now to this amazing woman, my second mother, the ever strong willed, intelligent, experienced, no bullshiting, honest, incredible, loving and the caring Mrs Janet Addo Osei. Thank you for filling my life, my Wednesdays and Saturdays with your delicious food, love and advice. You mean a whole lot to me. I love and appreciate you.
Mumzy



To all those not mentioned above but treated me as their own, loved and cared for me, I say thank you and i'm very grateful. 

And to all those who refused to see the good in me even though it was right infront of them but chose to listened to others opinion about me and judged me…I say to you well done. And you've lost a great friend. You all can shove your nasty comments and opinions in your butt *oops*

I'm saying goodbye to you 2015 and i'm burying you by attending this sick party which has been organised by the young single adults. Never come back again 2015

Finally, to the person who loves me next in 2016, come with grace, a clean mind and a pure heart.


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