LETTER TO MOM (SINCERELY FROM MY HEART)

Dear Mom,

I know all the girls I grew up with are getting married, you've seen and heard it all. I'm sure in your minds eye you've been saying "soon it will be my daughter's turn". Which daughter??? Oh is that me???

Oh Mumzy I appreciate that thought. I'm sorry to disappoint you but I'm no where near that phase. I wish I was though. Mom, I can't even get a man and I'm not ashamed of that. its not my fault that i'm too emotional for them. Secondly mom, i'm still finding myself let alone a soul mate. i'm just saying. Lastly, my new career path which ends when I'm 33 years. The conclusion of this letter to you mom is that, sadly I can't keep a man for even 2 years in a relationship let alone get one for a lifetime.

NB:

Dear Mom, after my second degree, I'll be 33 years. I'll get married and give birth for you if only I get and keep a man. But if things continue to be like this even when I'm 33, I will give birth to white kids for you LOL as your consolidation prize. The struggle is real outside here. Pray for me!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MCUH.

Your only child,

NaNce.

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