Dear God thank you for today and thank you for a change since you didn't answer my prayer last night too......meaning no more humiliation and Sadness this year I hope so though. The first and the last person I called today was mum. I said to her "Fucking New Year Mum!! You and I against another year again Are you ready??" And I heard her laughing...I guess she's. So I asked myself the same question and my answer was I don't know, didn't plan anything for this year. I see nothing special about 2014 anyway.....its probably just another year for the people around me to continue their selfish and wicked deeds. Dear Mum I hope God gives you enough strength and long life to hold me down until I can start flying and Dear please Bless my mum and make her happy! Morning from Ghana!
A single picture became my motivation to the beginning of this journey. I never wanted to get my picture taken because I knew I had packed on some weight. There came in the comments from my course mates telling me how fat I’ve gotten and so on. Some even went to the extent of saying I’m not coming to class because I said I’ve gained weight; that was sad. The comments they passed did hurt but it didn’t motivate me to change my lifestyle. As time went by, I got so used to their fat body shaming and comments. But what they didn’t know was the fact that I had already given up on myself: so nothing they said was actually going to push me to change. Even with that I’ll start eating healthy for a minute, hit the gym and give up on that same week. Until my course mate took a picture of me when I wasn’t looking after I had instructed him not to take any picture of me. A single picture became my motivation to the beginning of this journey. My first look at the pictur...
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