Today my new life begins, Today I have agency. The power to choose right from wrong, the knowledge of Good and Evil. Today I Make a Change, a change that's going to have a huge impact in my life. A change that's going to bring my more joy more joy slogan I've been saying and seeking for so long. Today I'm going to be a new born baby well in Christ though. At first I wasn't sure about it, I hated change....I'm the type that would like to stick to the old things than to make a change, thinking of how scary it will be when I change things. I wasn't comfortable with the 'thing will never be the same' idea. I remember Elder Reid saying 'some change is good and this particular change you making is going to bring you blessings, joy and peace. Elder Merrill said some years back if I told you how I lived my life and now I'm here in Ghana on a mission you won't believe me and trust me I didn't have an idea of what that change they were talking about because I still wasn't ready to listen and make that change. Gradually I opened my heart to the teachings of the Gospel of Jesus Christ Elder Reid and Elder Merrill had for me. I loved and still love the scripture teachings my two missionaries taught me. I know the truth and I'm not mad at God anymore. I Believe in the Heavenly Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit and Today it is in their name that I'll get to be baptise in The Church Of Jesus Christ Latter Day Saints. I'll tell you all about my baptism, experience so far, my life, missionaries etc later! PEACE
Is it possible for someone to smile whilst dying inside? I've never been a believer of this until it really happened to me. Let me brief you. It started with my friend Derrick who lost the love of his life J. Everyone who knew them was very shocked to hear about their break up because they were the "it" couple. If you weren't actually feeling what my friend was feeling, you would say he's full of drama and exaggeration. Indeed my friend had the broken heart syndrome and was suffering in silence for months. Let me fast forward....a couple of months later, I made the "stupidest" mistake that cost me the love of my life too and broke my heart into a million tiny pieces They say you don't know what you have until you lose it....true talk. I ended up saying its over to the love of my life Eric and he didn't hesitate accepting it. He really accepted it even after countless times of me begging him to come back to me; there's no way I can blame him ...
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