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25 25 25…..they say it’s my birthday lol. I thank my Heavenly Father for this day. I truly believe that with Him I am nothing. I am grateful for this new age, his grace and mercies. One thing i also know is that, today is not just my birthday but my mother’s too; if you know what I mean. I sincerely dedicate this day to my mother, Olivia Afia Konadu Nyame. 

She has been my biggest inspiration in my life. She taught me how to be a real woman, to have strength and self-respect, and to never give those things away. She brought the world to my feet; even when she couldn’t afford it. She made sure the world loaned it to her…for the sake of her daughter. 


All I remember is your back. Walking towards the airport leaving us in your past. Piece by piece, she collected me up off the ground where you abandoned things. Piece by piece she filled the holes that you burned in me at 10years. And you know my mumzy never walks away, she never breaks my hearts, she takes care of things, and she takes care of me. OLI loves me. So piece by piece she restored my faith that even when a father won’t stay…a mother could stay and a mother should be great.


 And I’ll take you in my arms, and hold you right where you belong. Mother until the day my life is through….this I PROMISE YOU. Mama these words are cold and flat…you deserve more than this. I thank you for keeping me straight. I thank you for not leaving me alone in this cold world.  I must have done something good up there to deserve such a selfless woman like you. I thank God for your life. I wish you could live forever. I love you x infinity. God bless you and keep you alive. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO US!


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